well, its friday. weird. things are still very strange to me. plus, i heard this AWFUL bit of news, from an "insider" that, if true, and it sounds like it is, is horrifying. but, just hoping beyond hope that its NOT true, i havent told anyone, other than my father.
it really really really sucks. but, one of the more important things im trying to do is to ALWAYS remain confident, and always remain strong and brave.
in fact, i may, or may not, make a trip into NYC this weekend, directly to the "zone," or atleast as close as i can get. just as a show of strength, to know that im brave enough, and as a grand "fuck you" to those terrorists.
