Quote: Im Not Mister Mxypltk said: (20:05:53) BrianXzavior22: and after a couple of butterfly kisses from her, we started making out. actually, it went a little farther than that. (20:06:53) BrianXzavior22: it felt great the entire time i was with her...i felt balanced, like a longstanding void had been filled. (20:10:35) BrianXzavior22: today, i come to find out that jessica and her fiancee are through...she's depressed, and i feel like shit. i mean, i told both about the date that's gonna result from the meet market battle of the organizaions auction next monday....jessica kinda flipped out, while diane was like, it's cool, i know other women are attracted to you and it's for a good cause (19:53:34) BrianXzavior22: i told three of them that i was having fun in NYC. the last one i told about the jessica situation, and he knew about diane (19:53:55) BrianXzavior22: his reaction was "forget about her." (19:55:09) BrianXzavior22: my father and other friends pretty much echoed the same sentiment....yet i kept talking to her when she sent a message saying how the life she really wanted was as my girlfriend living in NYC and not with her "idiot" fiancee in tampa (19:56:20) BrianXzavior22: so we start talking on the phone again...and she's become more intent than ever on eventually calling me her own. in fact, she called me one night to tell me how it's been a long time since she last had sex and that she wished i lived in tampa so that i could come over (19:58:10) BrianXzavior22: plus, she started talking about coming up to jersey for the midnight cruise under the stars my university holds every year. plus, she wanted spend time with me and at least be able to pretend i was her man. (19:58:39) BrianXzavior22: she even talked about starting a co-op business with me once i earned my personal trainer certification