good advice.
ive thought about that. one night late when i couldnt sleep i thought about everything, and i worried about that very thought. that perhaps im not totally for this guy, that its an illusion because i want him to be the greatest. (ive been praying too) so now everytime we talk or hangout i take a few to reflect on my emotions, my thoughts, my self to make sure that i am also not puting on a mask. so far everything has been right.
i made it clear that hes gonna have to be patient with me for im not all right within my self yet. and he understands, he said its totally up to me, i set the pace. i think i told that already but anyway.
