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im excited cause... im excited! thats why.

Where are the nude pictures I ordered last night?

bugoo has them, make arrangements with him. he takes check or money order

okay now thats getting annoying.

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And, to be fair, one of my favorite friends there is blind and I take every opportunity available to make fun of that and we're still friends. That guy never fit there. He never got the spirit of the RKMBs. We're gonna keep an eye on the obits, see if he finally left or if he really did have a heart attack.
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so, today was great, i guess. no complaints. i was happier than a june bug in well june of course. dunno why just was. i got my college books FINALLY. gaw, stupid screw up.

what else, oh yes. bugoo bought me this so awsomely good ham bar b q sandwich. im telling you, it was the greatest sandwich ever. the only thing that possiblly could have made it better was a slice of pepperjack cheese on it. but man, yum, it was great all by its self.

it was trust me.

then, he fitteled around with his car. his baby, the crown victorian. i think its great that he can do alittle of everything. especially round the house. i mean the man can even cook! granted its man cooking: goolosh and everything has meat in it but its still super awsome!

i honostly dunno what i ever did with out him. hes like, everthing wraped up in a hunky package. gotta tell yah though, hes gotten some more musckles developing, everywhere. hes arms and shoulders and back are huge now. its so great. so sexy. so, so ooooooooo i better stop thinking about it.

til next time my adoring fans, this is Lor signing off. G'night.

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Respect your booby belt champion!

earn it then.

I have since march!

you never earned it.

So this is whats going to happen from now on? Everything is going to be one big joke? Is it going to be impossible to do anything serious here from now on?

so, oi, i cant wait to get outta this town.

i hate how, even family members, can place all their problems, stresses and unhappiness upon you. just because they are miserable they have to make everyone that way too. oi.

i dont mind listening to people complain, i dont mind helping someone out with their problems. even listening to the shit that happened in thier life.

but sometimes it gets to be to much. im sorry but your problems are your own. dont place blame upon others when clearly you broght it upon your self. dont expect people to listen to you or have sympathy for you when you bring your crap upon others. leave well enough alone. deal with it, take care of it, forgive and move on.

gaw people annoy me.

scary.

not really. manipulation is a bioch though.

yeah....I hate fake people. recently some people that I have always been nice to said some real bad things about me in a chatroom when I wasn't there. I'm lucky a gay french canadian guy posted the chat and revealed them for the frauds that they are.

thats sad pjp. what they say?

so'oh gosh <sigh>, moveing outs gonna be a pain. a real pain. buts its worth it in the long run. ill finally be out on my own completely. a new start. liveing for me and not anyone else. itll be great. i just hope it doesnt start world war three in my family. but, they will get over it. im sure its gonna cause me alotta stressing but ill get over it, get stronger.

hows the saying go.. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, yea.

on and even sader note i may have to give up my dog. and thats gonna hurt more than everything and anything. we shall see, hopefully i wont have to.

so, man am i grumpy this morning.

How grumpy are you?

She's SO grumpy...

Joe knows what time it is.

1,500 points. (Not that he needs them)

so'aight i figured out that im unhappy well life is makeing me unhappy. i mean im happy with my bugoo and everything and today i explained it to him. i wanted to make sure he knows that hes the best thing to my life and im really happy with him. its not him thats making me unhappy.

i feel bad for him lol i mean our whole relationship hasnt exatualy been on the romantic side. also i havent been my self emontionally/mentally. ive been so up and downish all the time. i know he knows and i know he said its okay and he understands but i still feel bad that he has to deal with all my baggage at the moment.

its just there is alot of crap in my life right now and its all pileing up. i dont want him to fix any of it, i dont expect him to.

i know i already talked to you, boo about it today but now im just.. expressing.

the thing is its really nothing i can fix either. im not in the position to do anything about changeing my life. like boo said, ive never had the opurtunites like most kids my age have and hes right! i mean my parents do jack for me and yet they bioch and yell at me when i do, do my own thing. i still do it for the most part but i shouldnt have to worry about my parents (mainly my mother cause my dad is hardly ever around) jumping down my throat.

oi, like this moving out thing. i know my mother is going to have a bird, a cow and probolly a few chickens along with. im worrying my self to peices over it and i shouldnt have to (among other things aswell.)

*sigh* i want to take boos advice i really do and just slow down take it day by day. what he said really tuged at my heart he said "take it day by day cause there will only be one first date, one time we were dateing, one engagement, one today and even though you say you wouldnt miss it, you would. just like im sure a part of you misses being alittle girl where you didnt have any worries. like i know youll miss those times with the other. but just take it as it comes along" or something to that effect.

but gosh is he so right. i mean everything he said its like he looked right in me and saw it, but im having a hard time slowing down. i want to start our lives, im tired of waiting to be happy with someone i love. i know its different this time around but i fear... i so fear things. alot of things i mean nothing that would effect my being with him but still.

i know everything will smooth out eventually, i just have to get over this huge mountian in my way and i will but it'll take time and i so hate time right now.

im usally a very patient person unless its something i know i want. like major not little petty things mind you.

on the up side i got my ex to agree to pay me back, now i just have to get an agreement writin up and that will be that which is a total relief.