RKMBs Forums .::Important::. Fortress of Awesome Chat A thread about Lor

Sooo'YAY!!

soon im gonna be going with boo to look at one of the possible house we might buy!

and im still sick

... and im not wareing a bra

too much bugboy juice?

to many late nights out drinkin i thinks the problem.

love your new sig by the way!

(oYo)

dont worry jm youll get your proof soon enough..

DOUBLE WHOA!

so'*hack* *cough* *snooort* oi, im sick and tired of being sick and tired...

talked to my ex yesterday, apparently explaining my situation to why ive been so busy and cant met him to get the rest of our things, is condescending.

i guess he took my last email the wrong way, again, like always. either his to stupid to realize i could careless about him or hes so dense he cant see past himself or maybe its just hes an idiotic ass.

one comment i really didnt appreciate was he said he thinks its a bit premature for boo and me to live together. hes one to talk about mature gaw. its none of his business wether its to fast or not. i merely explained why i have been so busy because every single time he implied that i didnt want to finish getting things settled because i was holding on. he only wishes.

and also i guess his current girlfriend, which i dont care apparently he was trying to zing me, doesnt know he was engaged. interesting. but like i said i couldnt careless, what lies he tells the other ones. for there will be no other like me and he lost the best thing that ever happened to him over his insecurities and lack of being a man. oh well. i also explained to him that i have moved on.

threw the whole conversation he was angry at me and took that angry intimidating tone. i didnt know why.. still dont other than he took my email the wrong way which i dont see how. i think hes jealous that im getting all my hopes and dreams fulfilled by someone better, that im happy and hes not.

i dunno, but im tired of him still treating me like crap. i dont know where he gets off thinking the balls in his court it isnt its always and will be in mine. hes just gonna have to wait. its not like i havent been understanding of his situation, other wise and he should be thankfully that im not demanding the full amount he owes me.

and he had the nerve to tell me if i want to use our engagement ring as a first payment that would be great! he told me that when i wanted the full amount and he thinks im gonna do that no frickin way. first off the ring is a totally different thing. second off i agreed he only needs to pay me 250 outta the full 500 and i only did that because hes have alot of financial troubles right now. he also said that if i decide to sell it he would like to know. sorry ass, you left me remember you have no right to the ring any more and i take back the sorry part.

boo was furious, hes gonna call him today and tell him from now on keep things business related, keep feelings out of it. i agree and i have, its the other that takes everything i say and blows it out of proportion.

GROW UP YOU SON OF A BITCH! Oh and how is your mother by the way?

oh and i should be posting pics soon. yay!

<<<<----- i likey that lol

sOOOO'im getting better!! YAY! Im not so sick any more. still have a cough but at least i have energy now and thats a good thing.

everybody go read and post in my new thread Laying Down With Lor

yea im not much to sick anymore but i have this nausty hacking cough every once in awhile. its nausty and frickin hurts i feel like my whole body is trying to reverse its self for five minutes.

and im sure smoking two cloves last night didnt help it any but i couldnt help it, i hadnt have one in a year and me and boo had major cravings for one. they are soooo goood, i got such a buzz. i felt like i was frickin high.

hung out at the sports bar with a bunch of people. wasnt to fun we got bored really quick and it stunk cause i didnt have my id on me so i couldnt drink. uh well. so we ended up leaving early and going back to my house. and yea entertained our selves. so it wasnt a total wast of a night, the highlight being the rest of the evening just the two of us.

earlier that day sucked though, i had to met my ex to finsh some final crap which is great i wanted to do that. it just sucked that i had to stand there two feet away from him. i wanted to frickin rip his throat out. it was intense not to mention when he gave the bag with the rest of my stuff in it, he said i apologize if anythings broken but it was on the floor of my room so.. and of course my glass sail boat that almost cost me 50 bucks is broken. the bastard could have wraped it or set it up but no its broke. i saw that and i really wanted to kill him cause ive taking care not to hurt any of his things but uh well, God will get him.

but other than that, it was an okay day.

oh and on an even happier note. we picked up my ring yesterday too from it being sent out to be resized! yay! its perfect.

Are you getting engaged to Bugoo???

(This thread is useless without pictures...)

no. not yet. weve talked about it. but we are gonna wait.

he just bought me a ring to show me how much he loves me, appresates me, to show how specail i am to him. basically its an i love you ring.

and give me time, gaw! ive been to busy to takes pic of me self. i will tho.

gaw! people! oi! penis!

so, oi i found out tonight that my new aunt of two months is pregnant. i suspected that before they got married that she was, but im not saying anything. i dunno why but it bothers me. i mean i think its way to soon if she wasnt before, even if it just happened, i still think the same. i mean i dont think it was planned but who knows. my uncle really wants kids. so i dunno, but im keeping quite.

i should be happy and i am to a point. after that im just annoyed. not quite angry but definitely not completely happy.

boo says its because shes around my age and where she is, is where i was planning on being. i guess thats partly it. it hit me hard that me and my aunt werent planning our weddings together. it didnt matter that she was gonna get married before me anyway it was just the fact that im not planning my wedding any more.

boo says, he knows in his heart that im the one hes gonna marry and i agree, but he says hes not ready yet and he wasnt planning on it until his 30s.... hes 23....

i dunno, that doesnt bother me either. so i dunno what it is. all i know is im annoyed and depressed.

i did dye my hair red for the season. i usually do this time of the year. it turned out brighter than normal but its awsome.

..?.. explain

i didnt mention that hes taking it on a day by day basics with me. yah know. maybe he'll proposed in a another month or to, or maybe with in the year. but hes making finacial arrangements to build up to be settled. hes buying a duplex to bring in extra cash, better job, so he says hes time frame has changed. sorry i wasnt to clear on that.

and my spellings crap tongiht.

A "red flag"...

A warning...something doesn't add up...

I don't know the guy, but "I want to marry you, but I wasn't planning on getting married until I was in my 30's, and I'm only 23" could =

I just want to have sex with you, and will tell you whatever it takes to do so...

uh, i see. but your a guy didnt you ever say when your single that you dont want to get married til your 30? i have. and i changed my veiw.

oh an besides, ive never known him to do anything just for sex even back then.

He's obviously very clever... He must be stopped.

he is clever. but im even clever'er... yea

*cough* more clever *cough*

duh, take a joke oi

so'okay, yesterday was kinda boreing. boo came home we watched the game. stupid steelers lost. if only they would listen to me through the tv screen they would have won. oh well.

boo played WOW (world of warcraft) leveled up his druid and warlock. good for him. i sat on the couch and watched tv. im pmsing so i was kinda grumpy all afternoon.

around 7/7.5 we decided to go check out the halloween store. so we hopped in the crown vic. which the night before, it was either friday or saturday i think it was saturday. he just put a crap load of money into replaceing all four roders, four sets of break pads and two calipers and yes i know what all of those are! woo! so sunday he takes his baby to work and he calls me. he tells me how he has this bad shimmy in the wheel and we talked about what it was. we thought it was just his back tires needing aligned from taking them off last evening.

so he getts home we do what i mentioned above. so then we get in the crown vic to go to the halloween store. he asks if i feel the shimmy and he keeps driveing i say yes. like i said it probolly needed aligned. so we proceed down the road. it. gets. worse.... he pulls over turns around and we both agree we should switch cars. we are almost to the garage when i start to thinking, hes thinking out load to what it might be and i thought of it. i told him to check the lug nuts to see if any are loose.

so we get out and take a look, he pops the hubcap off the back left tire. he broke a lugnut bolt... i couldnt beleive it. plus all four of the other lugnuts where almost completely off... wow im glad i said a little prayer before he went to work because he told me he was doing 80 down the highway home. if his tire fell off, he could have flipped the thing and died going that speed. praise the good lord it didnt. we swap cars and run to advanced auto, grab three (i call them spindles) lugnut bolts. run back to the garage and grab his cousin to help put them on. shinobi came down too to help.

needless to say we didnt go to the halloween store lol. we did end up going over to his other cousins house for a little 21 birthday party for his other buddys girlfreind. which we werent even gonna go to cause we both dont like her. but hey its free beer.

we had fun sitting an gabbing, she was already pasted out when we got there at 9 o clock we didnt complain! lol i drank three beers and didnt realize how strong they where, go a lotta buzzed. boo had one. by the time we left he was fine to leave. we went back to my house. talked. wonderful loving drunk talk. i fell asleep in his arms.

so yea the day turned out pretty good in the end.

heres a pic of me sitting on a tire while boo was working on the vic. i was kinda bored lol. my hair doesnt look like that as of sunday, i dyed it red, but any who you can sort of see the ring he gave me there too.

so'oi people. i give you a pic and you dont say anything! penis! penis to you all!

aaargh, i want a clove so frickin bad i can taste it. but thats the least of my troubles. i frickin hate it when my mom yells out my grandmother. today she was ranting about my aunt being pregnate. wtf... its really not a big deal. i havent heard anything from her thank goodness, cause i would have ripped her a new one. my grandmother doesnt need to be treated by my mother and her crap.

but oh well shell get over it. arrrrrrrrrgh, i feel fat and blouted today. poo-donkey. i hate the time of the month.

and i totally forgot what i was gonna report....

OH thats it! i got into playing WOW. im starting off as a nightelf warrior on the second server on the list, i dont remember the name... yeeea im only level 5. but i will be the best nightelf warrior ever!!!

you really should take some of me Lor.

Yes.

soon.