So, i get a phone call from my mother at 5.30 in the morning. she leaves me some big ass voice mail about how i dont love boo its lust, how i treat my dog horriblely, all i want is sex. in short what a loasy no good stupid person with no Godly morals i am...

thanks mom. i love you too

*sigh*

i wish people would consult me before they make false, demeaning, accusations that are just a bunch of lies or made up to what they thing is the truth cause they dont really know what is really going on. but no. they dont. im getting tired of everytime i turn around im being accused of something that isnt true or yelled at for wanting more in life.

i really dont know what to do. its getting rediculus. i get blamed for everything. she blames me for her money troubles, her and my fathers fights, everything and anything that comes about is always some how traced back to me.

WTF!

ive thought about just cutting my family off completely, but i dont want to cause any more trouble. i know most of her "problems" are not my fault if any but the truth is im always involoved some how in the mess that is my family even when im not there. so in turn, indirectly it is my fault. everyone places me in the middle and i dont know why, i tell them over and over again that i dont want to hear it, its not my problem but they continue to. nothing is ever good enough. the other thing is i dont want to lose contact with my brother. i have such a small family as it is now and i dont want to lose them.

i just wish i knew the right path to take even tho its seaming more and more that severing my family is the right path but i want to know for sure.

please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. i can really use them... thanks.

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"don't worry hunny, we'll dig our own graves..."

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